BRITTANI BOREN VAIKAS MIRĖ PER KALĖDAS

Los Angeles. Tai yra blogiausia, kas gali nutikti tėvams: „YouTube“ žvaigždė Brittani Boren (29) ir jos vyras Jeff antrą Kalėdų dieną (26.12) prarado savo trijų mėnesių sūnų. Jie jį rado be gyvybės ženklų lovoje.

Brittani Boren kartu su savo vyru ir jų penkiais vaikais šventė Kalėdas. Savo jauniausiąjį Crew (†0,3) ji norėjo užmigdyti pietų miegui. Kai kiek vėliau pažvelgė į jį gulintį lovytėje, berniukas jau nekvėpavo. „Tai yra košmaras ir viduje aš mirštu. Maldauju melskitės už mano kūdikį, visa tai negali būti tiesa“, – parašė ji „Instagram“.

Skubiai šeima mažąjį Crew nugabeno į ligoninę. Jam buvo prijungti kvėpavimo aparatai. „Crews mažas žemiškas kūnelis yra vis dar su mumis, nors žinau, kad jis šoka ir žaidžia jau danguje. Mes privalome per ateinančias 12 val. priimti sprendimą, kurio neturėtų priimti jokie tėvai. Mums kaip niekada anksčiau dabar reikia maldų už ramybę ir aiškumą, priimant sprendimus, kuriuos privalome padaryti. Skausmas yra nepakeliamas“, – kitame įraše parašė Brittani.

Nepaisant visų maldų, gydytojai jau nieko negalėjo padaryti, nes mažąjam Crew trūko deguonies. Smegenims žala padaryta neatitaisoma. Galiausiai pora nusprendė paaukoti berniuko organus. „Crew rytoj bus nugabentas į operacinę, kur tikriausiai išgelbės trijų ar keturių vaikelių gyvybes“, – paaiškino „YouTube“ vlogerė.

Ji pasidalino piešiniu, kuriame matyti jos šeima ir Crew ant Jėzaus Kristaus (†33) rankų.

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Merry Christmas Eve from our very loud, crazy, and beautiful blended family. I cannot say “thank you” enough, for all the love you’ve shown us this year. I hope you and your family have a VERY Merry Christmas ??? #christmas2019

A post shared by Brittani Boren • YOUTUBE MAMA (@brittaniborenleach) on Dec 24, 2019 at 4:36pm PST

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Crew’s tiny earthly body is still with us, although I know he’s already dancing and playing in Heaven. We have some hard decisions to make over the next 12 hours, that no parent should ever have to make. We need prayer now, more than before, specifically prayers for peace and clarity on the decisions that have to be made, and for our hearts, the pain is unbearable. I keep thinking that I will wake up from this nightmare, but I don’t. The outpouring of love and support has been astounding and we cannot even comprehend the amount of love we have been shown. #prayforcrew #crewscrew

A post shared by Brittani Boren • YOUTUBE MAMA (@brittaniborenleach) on Dec 27, 2019 at 5:32pm PST

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Laying in bed with Crew, listening to @karijobe and @hillaryscottla , I have found clarity in the decisions that we have to make. And right now we are making hand and footprint imprints, a family handprint tree and a fingerprint charm. Jeff and I take turns being strong for each other, and our kids have been so strong. We are just taking things, minute by minute, hour by hour, although it feels like a daze. The huge amount of support that we have been shown is mind blowing to us, and we truly do feel all of the love and prayers being sent this way. #prayforcrew #crewscrew

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It’s all just too much. All of it. I know God has a plan for this, but I’m really really mad at him right now. I cry behind the bathroom door while Jeff holds me, because in the room over everyone else gets to laugh and go on with their lives, and it makes me so angry. Running tests on my sons body to see how his organs are functioning before they take them. Pumping breastmilk just to pour it down the drain. Hearing a baby cry. Seeing a baby his age. Shopping Nordstrom for the dress I’ll wear to my son’s funeral. It’s all too much. I’m sorry to vent, but this is my heart. And I need all the prayers to get through this. #crewscrew

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Crew will be going into the operating room tomorrow at noon to potentially save 3 to 4 babies lives. Tonight we are soaking up every moment with him by bathing him, holding him and loving him. We ask that you keep our family in your prayers tomorrow, knowing that it will be the hardest day of our life. And thank you @harmonydesignshop for these beautiful portraits that we will cherish forever. #crewscrew

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Our sweet Crew went to be with Jesus today. I rode on the bed with him to the O.R, with Jeff walking beside me as the surgical team pushed us through the halls. People lined the halls to pay their respects to our little hero and then we said the hardest goodbye of our lives. I’m not very good with words right now, because my heart hurts and I’m angry. Crew’s Story has reached masses, and it selfishly hurts me that it has. I’m thankful for all the love and support that we have been shown, but please keep in mind that we can see your comments, questions and conversations with one another. Put yourself in our shoes(which is impossible to do) and ask yourself If you’d want to read what you’re about to write or say. Right now Crew is dancing and playing in Heaven with Jeff’s brother, great grandparents, a little brother I never met, and some very special little boys. And one day we hope we to meet the 3 or 4 little lives that he has saved. But right now there’s a big hole in my heart and my arms feel empty. Please continue to pray for our strength in coming hours, days, weeks and years. This picture was sent to us, and to whomever drew it, thank you. ?

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